Eat well, live well, and be merry!
Christmas this year, is, as expected, empty as usual.
When so much has happened to your family for years, you’re just so accustomed to not feel the warmth of the holiday season. Luckily it did not turn me into a cold-hearted person. As hollow as I feel, I know I am a hopeful person, I am even more optimistic that someday soon I’ll be so happy that I won’t remember any of this.
Christmas this year taught me that sometimes you just gotta suck it up.
Life is what it is and you have to relax yourself and stop mourning.
Christmas this year is spent without cookies, tree, nor presents. Me, mom, bro and sis just ate pizza and talked a bit. But we hung around so I knew my mom did not feel lonely.
Christmas this year marks the third year I have not met my father again. We just exchanged Christmas greetings through sms and that was it.
Christmas this year comes with flood in the house. December 2012 is indeed a rainy season festival, eh? I don’t know how I’m gonna get out of the house tomorrow, so I just chill and write this post.
Christmas this year I learned that the people you thought you really knew, can surprise you so much… in a bad way.
The ones you thought are very happy and lucky, turn out had a painful history of life.
The ones you thought are sweet and kind and will never hurt you… hurt you.
The ones you thought you’ll see more of them in the future, have lost you the interest.
But that’s the way life is, I guess?
You learn, you breathe, you surrender, and you’re thankful that you can get through it.
One thing that does not change, Christmas this year I’m still blessed. I think I am forever blessed. You know my life is not perfect, but the Man above makes sure I won’t go through it alone.
My friends are my treasure. They came from any way possible and are so kind and sincere that you just smile and wonder “What have I done to deserve all this?”
Even in the shittiest situation, He still sends me love and blessings through these people with their hearts of gold.
Any friend in any circle I’m in, is just as amazing.
Thank you so much, sweethearts. Thank you for being there.
It’s still Christmas after all, I knew it ’cause have you 🙂
God bless your kind hearts 🙂
Merry Christmas, lovely readers!